So there's a guy in my tradition (Greek/Russian Orthodoxy) that I've been following for a while, he seems to "get it". However, our tradition isn't exactly "welcoming" and the environment is getting less so. Anyway, he posted some reflections on mysticism, religious experience, and how it seems our tradition is wandering off track. It's sad but ultimately I think he's right.
https://davensati54.blogspot.com/2017/04/heretics-testament.html