polly @gracie@witches.town

Is it okay to speculatively execute a hug and then roll it back if it's unwanted, or is that vulnerable to cache timing attacks?

thinking aloud, or not thinking; left out the context: https://witches.town/@gracie/99344768545568641

So I'm lying there against the wall totally calm, totally aware, but I can feel that my heart isn't beating, like that loud silence when a clock stops. So I'm thinking, well, that's it, time to die. And I felt fine. And then this lurching great bass drum crash in my chest, the first pain I felt, and oh such pain! And then nothing. And then a faltering little patter, and more, some kind of free jazz thing, until it settled into a regular if racing rhythm. I wasn't really afraid until I thought maybe I wasn't going to die after all.

So it was pretty intense. Something I'm glad I experienced but would not care to again.

Thinking about the time my heart stopped, it's still such a vivid memory.

The shock threw me into the air and like eight feet across the room. It must have looked like that bit in Back to the Future lol.

The weird thing is when your heart stops you don't just die right away, you imagine it being just this instant thing like a light going out, but it's not, you don't like die that second or we'd never get anyone back from there.

/cont.

lol i didn't even shave and just saw some guy looking at me in the bathroom mirror

guitar: oh hey your fingers are all calloused, cool, let's rock!
phone: oh hey your fingers are all calloused who the fuck are you even?

@unascribed it can be slow, the more work you do for them the more likely it is to happen, it's up to you to submit updates, the freedom requirements are probably the most stringent thing; it's all in the dox

@unascribed you just submit it, details are on the contribute section under Submit Applications
https://f-droid.org/en/contribute/

you know you're playing guitar too much when your fingers are so calloused your phone won't acknowledge their jabbing at it

all i've done all day is listen to music that makes me cry

day well spent

And some classic Khmer pop https://youtu.be/EnhI1LGuqTE

Some back story, cw for sex traffic https://asia.nikkei.com/Life-Arts/Milestone/Not-easy-rock-n-roll-the-saving-of-Srey-Thy

#np Khmer space pop https://youtu.be/bqeWWOffkLM

@Ulfra_Wolfe @nergdron oddly the worst road accident i ever had left me with merely a six hour facial reconstruction surgery and a face full of metal plates, whereas playing electric guitar almost killed me with an electric shock from a faulty amp that briefly stopped my heart

Wittgenstein on solipsism: there's a grain of truth in it

@shanek it actually kinda depends, in modern Icelandic I think it's almost the other way about; probably use whichever one looks funniest (like ðick and þorn)

@amphetamine experience is a do word

the romans thought light came from our eyes; they were right

@amphetamine and you her

@amphetamine fortune looks over her shoulder to see what you'll do with her next