my gfs tease me about not shitposting enough but i think i'm too soft and sensitive for it idk

every time i try to make a trash post someone reads it the wrong way and then i'm like "no but i meant…" but they don't understand and then i feel terrible and i think i'm doing it wrong

what is trash post
is this trash
am i
oh no

saying words that i don't strongly believe and care about just isn't my speed

and i don't wanna say something i strongly believe and care about is trash

maybe i'm just not cut out for online 🙍🏻‍♀️😞

people who trash post a ton sometimes makes me feel bad actually because i can never tell what they're referencing or if they're being serious about it and i feel like i'm supposed to and i just don't and then i feel like i'm just a buzzkill and don't belong 😰