I have been invited to do a fun thing tonight but I am too anxious and insecure to go unless someone going or the host specifically says they want me to :(
it was a group invitation, obviously the host didn't want *me* there /jerkbrain
now I am saying I have a soft conflict and may not make it, in the hopes that they will say something that makes me feel like they want me there
why am I a mess
@aprrrl *sends comforting thoughts in your direction*