People like to ask "what makes you think that x is conscious?"
My reply is: "what makes you think that *you* are?"
@fae this is, so far, only a hypothetical conversation :p
@fae What do you mean?
@starkatt a descriptive specification of the universe gives a ~satisfying explanation for the origin of living beings that behave as though they are conscious and even describe themselves that way, but i get hung up on the gap between that and the actual subjective experience. the external phenomenon is ~explainable but i find myself unable to fully rationalize the subjective sensation.
@fae there seems to be some evidence in that i perceive a self and perception, but all in all i prefer to operate under the assumption that consciousness DOESN'T exist tbh
@fae i think i drift back and forth from day to day; i guess i feel like they're just two things that both exist or neither exist and what does it really mean for a thing to "exist" in the first place tbh
@shoofle everyone experiences it the same way, but that wasn't apparent until relatively recently when we learned how to quantify it
same with temperature, which is as absolute an objective invariant as anything we know of, but was historically thought to be too intrinsically subjective to quantify
@fae i think i try to treat them as different tools that are useful in different situations, and that's how i resolve the "conflict"
@fae or something. idk. the whole existence thing sure is a fucked up business eh?
@fae power move!
@fae i always have time for triangles
@fae (incidentally i wanted to mention that i really would love to like make something with you and the reason i haven't taken the initiative on something like that is that my brain has been in open revolt lately)
@fae that sounds like a fruitful kinda collaboration
@fae yeah; shrug! mostly i try not to concern myself with whether reality is Real or not and i operate by trusted heuristics instead of trying to do everything from first principles