Eden @edensaesthetic@witches.town

Tired: R is a useful statistical language
Wired: R is a bunch of wrappers to C and Fortran

Honestly I think a lot of DBT should be rewritten. It's good in theory but a lot of it doesn't let you protect yourself enough.

Being attentive to others is great, until it means you can't speak in meetings.
Opposite Action is helpful, but sometimes you do need to react negatively to show you're hurt.

DBT should let you use your weapons more effectively, so you always feel safe enough to let people closer. It shouldn't be putting all your weapons down.

I get super irritable about having to do the weakness thing to be listened to, so any diplomatic phrasing is perfect, because it fits with my DBT "Be Gentle" /GIVE, but doesn't make me feel scared/vulnerable.

I read the guardian article today about using "willing" more than "Can you" and I actually really like it

"Are you willing to move our meeting?" is so much more diplomatic than "Can you move our meeting?" but it does so in a way that isn't apologetic like "Would you mind" or "Can we *just* meet on".

Tired: pandas
Wired: calling data.table in python through compiled R

@diamaterialista please do this. I wrote JS months ago to modify shiny stuff and I'm still angry

she asked if I'd got tickets to Hamilton.

some people are monsters, no matter how cute

https://witches.town/media/OQSoYXVo1cT9P74O4XU

@feli thankkkkk :) x

or people just really like me in a collar.

not complaining. ;)

@phessler thank you!!

ohmygods two cute people messaged me on OKC after I uploaded my current DP.

so basically I _need_ to wear makeup more often. :')

"no it's neither TRUE nor FALSE nor true nor false, it's True and False and NOTHING ELSE WILL DO"

oh my god python can't you just get a reasonable set of system words already

Oh wait I have housemates who are mostly willing to do readings. What am I doing :')

I really need to do more tarot reads. I haven't done a reading in like a month or something, and it is still something very deeply important to me.

@yaymukund mate I wish my Rust was OP :')

Damn, I'm just really gay for Rust, you know? Like with every other language now I'm just like

'eh this is cool, but why is the compiler being a jerk?'

In my defence, I really like coding in Rust & R and neither of them are quite so.. antsy at me about OOP.

Like all of my Rust is OOP, but that's only because I like the structure, I never feel forced into it.