but switching is more like a fortnightly experience of people thinking you're doing much better, then asking why you're doing terrible again.

I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M DOING SHIT AGAIN, IT JUST HAPPENED. I'M TRYING TO CODE WHILE PRETENDING THERE ISN'T A PORCUPINE ROLLING AROUND IN AN ADORABLE LITTLE PRICKLY BALL IN MY BRAIN.