i feel like fixing a lot of health stuff has made me such a baby about pain

like i know i'm just being unreasonably harsh with myself but sometimes i complain about something and then i think "ok but remember when it was 1000x worse this is fine"

but also like....i *should* be raising my standards for acceptable levels of pain like the fact that i'm not settling for "not as bad as before" is a good thing probably i hope