@auntiekiki
lectures would be good! i think Alaska is probably more interesting than Florida to me but i could still go for that

movies and shows and everything are fine, definitely better than shopping but it's also stuff i can do anywhere, any time. i guess i just don't really see the point of going on a cruise for it

idk i'm sure i'll find ways to entertain myself, just also venting b/c i'm putting in way more time&money than is usual for attending a wedding&it might be the only trip we get if i can't manage to shift my schedule for the stuff *I* want to do&that kind of sucks