and I have to add, I also deserted someone who made several attempts and I still blame myself for that. I just couldn't take it no more at the time.

*sigh*

for me, it helps to think of depression as something like #cancer: it's a life threatening disease. It's good to fight it. but sometimes you can't help but lose.

that said, every life lost is a terrible loss.
I hope we don't lose not even a single more person. I know we save each other, all the time.

💜