👽cmdrspacebabe👽 @cmdrspacebabe@witches.town

this skirt was an Extremely Good purchase #cutewitches #100selfiechallenge 4/100 https://witches.town/media/uT_O68gX0-pT-OKAdlE

@nergdron thank yoooou 😊

@alicesutaren MERCIIII je l'aime tellement!!

@gourgou 💖💖💖💖💖

I am having too many feelings and I need to go to bed but one more thing:
the reading was a Celtic Cross and in the 'your fears' position was The Empress
aka the representation of the female archetype

meanwhile, what do I find in the readers fan, the 4 cards representing myself:
The Emperor

if that's not a goddamn hint I don't know what is

the card is hanging on my wall now, with one of my first calligraphy pieces: I want to believe
I can have this and it's mine forever if I want it and I do

the reading was full of mentions of harmony - harmony with oneself. i think that's what I've been wanting. harmony with myself, with all the parts of myself, with the different energies that come together to make whatever I am

I can find harmony, and my friends will celebrate with me, and it's okay to doubt but still... be
the question I asked was 'how can I let myself be whatever I am' and I think that's my answer
https://witches.town/media/vvFL1yMZFjH54BzeBI0

the cards said it was okay to not be cis, and that I'll probably always doubt it because that's what I do but I can still believe it anyway

as I was shuffling my deck to put it away and trying to articulate that thought the 10 of Cups fell out: the ultimate card of the suit of love and happiness; harmony, stability, content and permanent love

and when I read it it brought such an overwhelming surge of emotion I couldn't hold it in, and I rarely feel anything that strongly, or at all https://witches.town/media/bAhGs5cCiGlV7z5Ve3k

@lambdagrrl god, capitalism, can't you even do gender-segregated products right???

remember yesterday when I said I was gonna look cute today? because I looked cute today
#cutewitches #100selfiechallenge 2/100 https://witches.town/media/hkxsJ21uBeDDCEIET6E https://witches.town/media/PQRkKr3bCkBJ4L5SZHU

@vjgoh yeah I feel that. I'm not even that into the word 'girl', though it's better than 'woman'.

@deem that's so... so gay :')

@vjgoh .....................................dang. those are Good.

@vjgoh (I bet you can totally pull it off) but also not feeling comfortable in things is a legit feeling
could always just buy them and wear them around the house/with friends :D

yknow what i need to do is a tarot reading about my gender

@jwisser gender: 😎

@gourgou :') IDEAL thank u

@jwisser yeah, exactly. like, I don't even understand what gender and sexuality are supposed to BE, how am I supposed to know which one is mine???

my friends are all cool and will support the absolute shit out of me, and it's not really relevant to anyone else bc I don't really care whether strangers/coworkers accurately perceive my complex and deeply personal identity bc lol as if they would anyway, so... shrug emoji?

@jwisser honestly I bet like SO many people have this same feeling lmao. humans are terrible at practicing what they preach. :p

how are we supposed to count the selfies, also
this one is 1/100? https://witches.town/media/tkn-Be_RlJzxzhPh8TA