honestly tho being disabled really sucks and it's so difficult to talk about. being queer and a woman are part of who i am, but CFS feels like something that happened to me & i hate it.

it makes me uncomfortable bc so many people with other disabilities seem to get like, communities and identities out of it, and i just want to be able bodied.

i really want to get better and it makes me feel so negative that i can't see any upsides to being tired all the time. idk. it's bad!!