It's like. I avoid going on tulpa forums cause I always worry that I'm going to come out thinking I'm fake, or doing something wrong, or something. But it's usually the opposite, I usually find out that I'm just as I'm supposed to be and there are others that are in the same spot as I am.

I just lack certain skills, just like Aisling lacks certain skills, and it just take practice and learning, and how am I gonna learn if I refuse to read shit. Anxiety is annoying.