@luckymushroom That pit sucks.So sorry you're dealing with that.

It depends on the antidepressant, the dose you're on, and how the med interacts with your body. But yes, the word "antidepressant" can be a misnomer depending on those interactions!

FWIW, if you can, maybe try a Happy Light or similar. The tricyclic antidepressant I'm on does a good job of keeping me on a more even keel, but these short days are difficult nonetheless. Using a full spectrum light each morning helps greatly.