CW'd because honestly I don't think I'd want to read this from someone else right now.
I've.. had a track record now of suicidal action. The quietly locking the door kind. And it's been recent.
I had this long ramble typed up about it, but honestly... I dunno. Not really the time? I'm tired, I'm drained. I'm upset someone I care about isn't in my life anymore. But I plan on seeing tomorrow, and the day after.
I love you, thank you for caring about me.