@transcendentalConsensus hang in there. it's tough sometimes.

@chara

I just don't know what to do anymore. I miss not feeling things

@transcendentalConsensus yeah, dunno what to say

like...detachment's got its own problems hasn't it?

gets me into trouble all the time

@chara

I can't manage it forever. I can do it for like 5 months tops then just everything floods back

@transcendentalConsensus that's kinda why Kara and I have our arrangement

makes it easier to...you know, take turns

@transcendentalConsensus she's the feeling one, I'm the calm collected one. it's tough, but we can kinda balance things

but our partner's kinda worried about us

we've been crying a lot

keeping really alarming hours

@chara

That sounds rough

@transcendentalConsensus Kara's been pushing herself too hard

all that business with the postfurries...she was really hoping that was gonna lead to something good, some people she could share with

and instead it's just been dealing with a metric fuckton of abuse

Daria was right, Kara should never have gotten close again, once was enough, but she had to try

she's so desperate for other people who think like her

@chara

I get that feeling to an extent tbh

@transcendentalConsensus Daria doesn't quite get it, and that's tough to deal with

she doesn't really take, like, spirituality and otherkin and all that shit seriously the way Kara does

so Daria's supportive up to a point but beyond that, it's "why are you even bothering"

Daria was so pissed that this mess ended up splashing onto her, too. that was...

that was fucking low

are they really that fucking scared of me

@transcendentalConsensus god I'm sorry
unloaded on you

@chara

I'm pretty much used to it haha

@transcendentalConsensus I don't notice I'm doing it. it's just...as natural as talking

didn't mean to start talking about my own shit instead of yours

I'm sorry

@chara

It's not you it's just like a thing that happens when people interact with me

Empath and what not

I don't blame you

@transcendentalConsensus :D

you know what?

I really appreciate it

wish we talked more, I like you

@chara

We should do that probably

@transcendentalConsensus do you do Discord?

@chara
No, it's way too overwhelming for me