@demonkind Ritual, environment, emotions, they all influence transformation! We all do it really. Few people are quite the same when their emotions get high -- people can act completely different when angry, or when in love.
In the same sense, all of those factors can bring out particular sides of myself.
A lot of it's just getting high and letting parts of myself out. For instance, channeling Ulfra for when I need to be a soft mom, and channeling Sola when I want to be a teasy eldritch hottie.