Just had VERY fulfilling and wonderful kink play with someone that thrilled at crushing me out like I was nothing, in the same way I was thrilled by being crushed out like I was nothing.
It's so rare I find a sadist good enough for what I like.
I have a lot of less sadistic RP and enjoy it, but I was thirsty for someone that can outright say "Yeah, I'll crush you out like you're nothing, and get off on it"
The lattermost point is what really adds to it, and very few people can say it. They're not wired that way. So those who are are a delight.