@emanate Relatedly (somewhat), It's kinda cheating to sacrifice symbols when they can be made anew, but I've done that~. Imagination is a powerful tool.

I brought back my childhood sword, too.

The mask is borrowed from a fiction so strong it felt reality, too.

The rabbit skull necklace hasn't existed in the physical world. I don't feel my ensemble is finished without it tho. Will need it soon.

https://witches.town/media/HGOlZkit0YK0W6CcESE https://witches.town/media/0dUxnC6E8NpJKEy97yM

@Ulfra_Wolfe
Hey, I'm a phoenix. (Well, one of me is, but it's a strong one.)
I understand the process of destroying something so it can be rebuilt. I do it to /myself/. :-}

That's really neat! I still have a /lot/ of related things from my childhood that I've refused to get rid of. For various reasons.

@emanate I do, too, in my own way. Ritualistically devoured and reborn, with the ritual changing for each person I form a bond with.

I have the collected energy of a lot of people I have helped awaken, and they have some of mine.

Phoenix does not seem the appropriate image, but I admit, the image of fire does... I burned too, in my own way (Art by Picolo Kun)

https://witches.town/media/qpFLbON0Os_QzPQ72zs

@emanate I call that side of me the Firecaster, and I haven't done much with her.

She is afraid of burning the innocent.

@Ulfra_Wolfe Mmm. That's an understandable sentiment, yeah.

@emanate In truth, though, we do still burn. In passion. Especially when it comes to our particular fetish; sacrificing ourselves to powerful beings that would devour us just to keep us out of selfish desire, because they desired us that much.

It's... been interesting. What's most peculiar is how right it's felt. More right than anything else I've experienced in this life.

Makes me ponder what my soul calls for... and why. It seems something that imprinted on me so long ago...

can't help but wonder if it was a past life, a collection of past lives... or a premonition, so this is how we are ok with our finality

@emanate One other and I mesh very well in a singular kink. Her taking my energy, my magic, my abilities, for herself -- and then, finally, consumption of all that's left.

It was a kind of love I can find nowhere else.

Admired and desired and respected for my abilities, but still taking from me.

...

Sorry, I'm rambling ^^;

Deep in thoughts is how I get out of depression, and identity exploration.

@Ulfra_Wolfe

No, no, you're fine. Powerful and deep stuff, and fascinating. :-}

@emanate It's one thing I've thought of.

She got me through a card game. But I wanted to lose.

That's the thing.

With the right person, the only winning move is to play -- even if it's your final one... if it's what you desire.

It's a tough concept to grasp for many, yet for me it's as natural as living and fantasizing.

@Ulfra_Wolfe I can understand this, even if it isn't my specific kink. :-}

But I do have to get to sleep now, so like... won't be immediately responding. :-}

@emanate I should sleep too. I have a date with a pixie tomorrow.

One I sometimes consume myself. *Giggles*