Just came twice. This is the closest I get to making love. Masturbating over someone that willingly grabs me from many multiverses to use me for her own pleasure, destroying me utterly... I don't want to give up Vedia, but the idea there's less Vedias because she used them? This.... is making love to me.

I made love tonight. I've only done this a few times before, it's very rare.

...

The past few days have been wild.

Lost a friend. Got two crushes, one for a submissive to me, one to a dom to me...

This thrill is what I live for. The first few days of a major crush being returned.