@TipsyTentacle When I played D&D and Shadowrun, I was trying to be a tough guy. Which... I had no idea about. So I got drunk all the time, jumped into fights to kill with my sword (ignoring that I was smarter than that), and well...

Let's just say I have TONS of embarrassment and, on top of it, I was NOT the easiest person to play with or be around in general.