That Very Quinn has Moved @ThatVeryQuinn@witches.town

Fuck it. I'm done with WT.

See yas.

If you actually want to follow me, I'm going to my Cybre.Space account.

inkandcircuits@cybre.space

SPLIT YOUR LUNGS WITH BLOOD AND THUNDER,
WHEN YOU SEE THE WHITE WHALE.
BREAK YOUR BACKS AND CRACK YOUR OARS, MEN -
IF YOU WISH TO PREVAIL.

THIS IVORY LEG IS WHAT PROPELS ME -
HARPOONS THRUST IN THE SKY!
AIM DIRECTLY FOR HIS CROOKED BROW
AND LOOK HIM STRAIGHT IN THE EYE!

If your "deepest moral or religious convictions" stand in the way of you treating a patient - you don't deserve to be a fucking doctor. You deserve to fucking rot.

I'm looking at the jars right now. Getting inklings of feelings about things that I don't like. Worries about my relationships, my job, my life in general. I don't know. Natural stuff to be upset about but I'm so used to my response to bad things being so exaggerated and painful that it just seems easier to leave them here.

I'm sinking. Idk. This is where I'd usually mentally throw myself away from the subject.

I think this might be a survival thing? Like, I've become accustomed to living with emotional disregulation issues that I just avoid bad things entirely to prevent going into The Dark Place.

I've become accustomed to talking and thinking about the good things, because dealing with the negative is bad and there be dragons, y'know?

Gotta keep running or you'll collapse.

I dunno.

I rarely have anything to talk about. I rarely feel as if I'm feeling things. I don't know if I'm broken or what but I've been like this for a long time. It makes things weird because of the long silences when it comes to "How are you" questions.

Also apparently I'm doing therapy wrong.

It rather constantly feels like I'm going through emotions, feeling what is expected of me.

Nova says I need to ~feel~ my emotions and be more open with them.

Apparently the way I handle emotions is ~unhealthy~ and people aren't supposed to put everything into glass jars in a secret room in their mind never to be seen or heard from again.

Goddamnit I need to learn Javascript and computational thinking.

A Moment of Silence, by Streetlight Manifesto

Other business card thoughts include:

Thermochromic ink that reveals a URL to a puzzle site that opens my work-in-progress playground.

Conductive ink that allows the holder to light up an LED embedded in the card with their fingers (yet to be seen if possible).

A paper USB drive that contains examples of my work and a thank-you piece.

More NFC.

A PCB of some sort as the card itself.

Some sort of short executable code to use on my website to access secrets.

A sort of holographic glitchy effect.

This whole business card ordeal is a part of my personal branding effort - an attempt to meld technological processes (I'm being pretty liberal with that definition) with paper and ink.

My portfolio will be paper with NFC tags in the lower right hand corner for me to access the final product easily.

My business card will have some interesting function.

My resume I've yet to determine, but it may have an NFC tag that allows the user to upload my contact info to their phone.

My website will blend a visual of ink and visual glitches, with little easter eggs such as a thingamawhotsis that brings you to my work-in-progress playground.

(Yes I do need to think of this shit, because getting a job is basically impossible in my field unless you're "Memorable.")

Another interesting business card idea: 2D Moire animation effect of my logo moving as you pull it out of a sleeve.

Well, I started the painting. Got some flat colors down on my break.

I have so much to learn in so many fields...