That Very Quinn has Moved @ThatVeryQuinn@witches.town

I have next to no experience with it, but I'd really like to do a quick digital painting of one of my favorite WoW characters I've made, because I'm a dork.

I've only ever done pencil-y cartoon-y kinds of sketches, so jumping headlong into digital painting would be a trip.

I've started doing my layout sketches at work using my tablet and #krita

Feels good.

Hngghhhh, a thing that sucks is that I have so many conflicting goals wrt fitness.

I want a body like Zarya.

No I want a body like Nero Bellum.

No I want the control over my body like Illan Riviere.

I have this problem with so many things. I wanna do and be everything.

Hm. I am being a self-destructive shit again. I should stop that.

No lie, I am drawn to narcissism for my personal inspiration.

It is not enough that I am good, I must be better than others. Probably an unhealthy coping mechanism, but there it is.

My favourite genre of music is Songs By People Who Clearly Have An Undiagnosed Mental Illness

This happened around 4 years ago, and I want to make it absolutely crystal clear that I am only recently coming into being understanding about a lot of issues. I am growing as a person, and that means owning up to my actions in the past. If that means losing friends and followers, I understand.

My reaction to the breakup that immediately ensued after that was childish and uncalled for - essentially, I overcompensated for my actions by flagellating myself in text conversations with this person. We no longer have contact, and I genuinely hope I did not have a terribly profound effect on their mental well-being.

I'm writing this because, while my actions were not as dire and intentional as those of sexual predators and sexual assault, they contributed just as much to a culture that devalues consent, and I want to make up for that fact at least a little bit by opening up and making it clear that no-one is above this.

So I just want to be clear about something and get it off of my chest, reading this whole thing about Aziz Ansari.

I've pressured a partner into sex before. Thank god it didn't get far enough to actually go anywhere, and I'm legitimately ashamed of my actions that day.

What I did was wrong. It was colored by a number of misconceptions I had about sex and intimacy stemming from my own abuse and mental illness, but that's no excuse.

Cross-posting something important from twitter and facebook.

The only thing that close quicker than our caskets be the factories.

Close Your Eyes (And Count to Fuck), by Run The Jewels, feat. Zack De La Rocha