I dunno.

I rarely have anything to talk about. I rarely feel as if I'm feeling things. I don't know if I'm broken or what but I've been like this for a long time. It makes things weird because of the long silences when it comes to "How are you" questions.

I've become accustomed to talking and thinking about the good things, because dealing with the negative is bad and there be dragons, y'know?

Gotta keep running or you'll collapse.

I think this might be a survival thing? Like, I've become accustomed to living with emotional disregulation issues that I just avoid bad things entirely to prevent going into The Dark Place.