I dunno.
I rarely have anything to talk about. I rarely feel as if I'm feeling things. I don't know if I'm broken or what but I've been like this for a long time. It makes things weird because of the long silences when it comes to "How are you" questions.
I think this might be a survival thing? Like, I've become accustomed to living with emotional disregulation issues that I just avoid bad things entirely to prevent going into The Dark Place.
@woozle I mean, basically, yeah.
@ThatVeryQuinn Before transition, I was suppressing a *lot* of stuff just so as to keep moving forward from one day to the next. Dunno if you're experiencing something similar... but the word "dissociation" comes to mind as a thing that was happening a lot.