Y'know. Maybe it's jealousy. Maybe I'm a misanthrope. But looking at all of the design students that went to my university straight out of private schools and how much they've gotten to do in their new jobs actually disgusts me.
I once asked one of my design classes how many of them went to a public school in the US - maybe two of them raised their hands.
Basically all of them have done better than I have since College.
They had a foundation I didn't, so yeah, I'm jealous. These are people who had fucking Fine Arts courses provided within their high schools.
Jesus, I'm so fucking spiteful. I hate the design community and its classist bullshit.
That's not even mentioning the pure amount of bullshit I've been going through with regards to my mental health since the beginning of my College career.
I'm working on getting better. I basically run on spite at this point.
And you will see me.