@CursedConfetti And nobody walrned you O_o ?

@Sylvhem
I know it got nominated, but I ghosted a looooooot of people because maintaining a public persona is shit when you are going hungry and all

Now things are a lil better after hitchhiking up the west coast but it's weird only being recognized as 'and crew' on a porno i headlined. At the same time it's weird because I've had a lot of emotions about feeling left out of the avn crowd, but at the same time know I shouldn't rlly care

@CursedConfetti I don't really know anything about the porn scene, but it seems normal to me to be angry about that. Even if they're shitty, it's normal to want to see your work acknowledged. It's really infuriating that you've been reduced to a simple mention…

@Sylvhem

It's really weird mix of feelings, like they just accepted I may as well not be seen again and just move on, but as they should given that I ghosted but that was after 4 years of feeling so excluded from it all

@CursedConfetti :/ What do you plan to do?