me making posts on mastodon: oh boy, i can't wait to see all of the people who respond to this!
me when the post gets a response from someone i don't recognize: awful
jokesplanation: this post is a Cool Irony way of saying "i have a crippling need for online attention but i am terrified of social interaction and making connections with people" thank you for coming to my ted talk
@kara This is extremely relatable!
Relatedly: Not saying >half the stuff I'd otherwise say due to fear of whatever I've got to say being not as interesting as what others have to say >_>
@StarshipAmelia i just post video game stuff nonstop even though i know it makes me seem less smart and interesting because my desire to be respected by others on this site is not as strong as my desire to post dumb garbage no one cares about
Maybe too intense about selfcrit/self-dislike? Afficher plus