Soni L. @SoniEx2@witches.town

@archangelic I don't want "pronouns for autistic ppl" self-help books to be a thing.

@grainloom hungryans are cool but they need more food tbh.

@grainloom but do photons have gravity?

@grainloom I too like thinking.

@ntnsndr net neutrality benefits CDNs if they're willing to try new things (read: p2p)

@senemura find me a tor suicide site. then we're talking.

@grainloom uh.

it *is* compiled.

about as compiled as java.

you might be thinking of bash?

@grainloom https://marc.info/?l=lua-l&m=151835852112842&w=2

@A_Staccato_Semibreve @NewSammyChan Same!

@grainloom make cat a built-in

@grainloom grep -r pattern path tho?

@chr Correction: I'm crying even here.

Altho these are sad tears :'(

@chr Half of these look trans. I wish I was there. I would've felt right at home...

Or I'd have a breakdown/cry because that's more trans ppl than I've ever seen and it's so beautiful :')

(sadly I'm in the wrong country)

@wxcafe *checks temperature* "666°, looks good"

@wxcafe hmm why don't <whatevers> come up with their own temperature scales...

aah braindumping is great (not)

*is now tired*

@NewSammyChan I know there's a pretty big chance I'll regret this later, but I also know even if I do I'll still be ok. this isn't the first time I do something I later regret.

@NewSammyChan it's ok!

I'm out to my family and like one or two IRL friends. I want HRT. but the process is (currently) so complicated that I'm just... idk it's just so much effort that I'd rather wait because I know it'll always be there and I can just do it.

but currently it's more effort than I can handle. and so I wait. dissociation helps me deal with dysphoria. etc. it's uh not great but once I get tired of this or once the process gets easier then I'll go for it.

(don't try to push me, I'd love to do it, I just can't. it's ok. you're ok, too.)

@NewSammyChan life isn't a game and suicide (or rather, death) is the end goal. there's no point in rushing it, tho. enjoy yourself, because that's all that really matters.

(I don't think life is a game, but this is the closest analogy I can come up with...) is a game really finished if you don't finish the achievements?