i need to go ahead and tell you that i'm ideating pretty strongly
i made very big mistakes this year that might never mend
i'm sorry (and trust me, you deserve an apology)
i'm mentioning it because...well
the only thing that is keeping me alive right now is knowing that other people still need help
anyway, i want to take this moment and remind you that people off themselves around these cheery holidays
check on your friends and loved ones, please
<3