Justice is My Copilot @Paperclippe@witches.town

@PlanetaryKnight I hope it's a wonderful evening. <3

Wine drunk verging on wine headache and starting to introduce a little romance (ooooooooh) into the fic, so I think it's more than time for bed.

Short day tomorrow, and then I get to sing my heart out with some of my best friends and coworkers, who are fortunately the same people.

The fanfic I'm currently working on is a modern-day retelling of DA:II. It's very pro-mage and queer. It's not very popular but I like what I'm doing so I'm gonna keep doing it, blood alcohol level be damned.

Anyway you folks seem to be into the wine and Dragon Age thing so I am currently writing a sword fight in my DA: II fanfic and drinking some sweet pineapple wine

it's a pretty good night

I hope you are also having a pretty good night.

@Sylvhem I'm not going to say don't encourage me but after this episode of House of Cards is over you may be in for a treat.

@claricestxrling oh god that is the best news I have so much to say about dragon age

Not sure how much to post here. If I post as much as I do on birb site, I feel like it's much too much. I'm sure it'll work itself out.

I JUST WANNA TALK ABOUT DRAGON AGE AND FANFIC AND WINE

Also, related to my prior posts but not worth of a CW - I had been cranking out words and chapters and thoughts and stories for the past few days and today I'm just staring at the screen, and I have nothing. It's only been one day. Hell, it's only been a few hours, but when I can't write fic, I mean, what even. Oh well. C'est la vie, this too will pass, life goes on, platitudes, platitudes.

But I'd been totally good since then. And then it comes back to bite me in the ass; I'm moody I'm tired I'm nauseated the smell of real food makes me sick so I'm only snacking and drinking juice - I mean, I guess this is a normal come-down from antidepressants (of which I am on a super low dose because I'm taking them for migraines and it turns out I hated the way they made me feel anyway). And then, bam. You know what you want? A cigarette. It's not the end of the world, I know, but it's... really discouraging.

The first time I quit smoking it was disgustingly easy. Went down from a pack a day to a few a day (got broke, long story, I mean really broke) and just stopped because of money and because of the wishes of my at the time new SO. And it was no problemo. Had a cigarette here and there at parties, I'm talking half a dozen a year. But with this election (pardon the politics) I got angry like I hadn't been in a long time, and picked up a pack as a crutch. Stopped again after less than a month. This time it was hard.

Feeling like traaaaash. Coming down off this amitriptyline is a bitch. Yesterday I felt like I could punch the fucking moon, but was worried I might have been slightly manic. Now worried I was absolutely entirely manic. I'm noticing myself... ticking. Tapping my hands against my legs. Tapping my fingers together. Chewed the ever-loving shit out of my lips, and as I walk walking home from work I had a thought that I hadn't had since... February-ish. "I want a cigarette."

@Alda +swoon+

@patcoet it seems wonderful here.

Just played an impromptu guitar concert featuring the best hits of Eurovision at work.

@Paperclippe And science. I fuckin' love science.

@Paperclippe Small introduction and what you can expect from me: migraines and mental health and medicine and mages. Fanfic, specially writing it, most likely Dragon Age. Everything is most likely Dragon Age. Excessive use of caps lock. Cats.

Considering using witches.town for fanfic/me/mental health and glitch.social for politics/righteous fury. We'll see how that goes. I might get too righteous to tell the difference.

But anyway, I like it here. You guys seem nice.