I don't know what I hate more: being in pain or being on these drugs. At least these ones don't affect my mental state (insomuch as they don't actually change who I am as a person, like my last ones).
But I am really considering going back to being on nothing daily and just taking the rescue meds, but I'm afraid that'll sound like drug seeking behavior: no I don't want something that stops the pain I just want something that fucks me up
pain killers Afficher plus
When in reality it's the opposite: I don't want a preventative because when I take them with the rescue meds which I end up needing anyway my capacity not just to do work but to function as a human being is reduced to just above zero