So it does make sense. I do get it. Her methods are sound. And I do see her again in... almost exactly a month now.

But I just have the sneaking suspicion that I'm going to spend a very good portion of the next four weeks feeling like shit in the service of eliminating a particular treatment from our little box of possible treatments, and I'm really tired of feeling like shit, especially now that it's summer, which is the only time of the year that I really ever feel good anyway. I feel like I'm losing time.