@Paperclippe

No problem.

I understand, I think I do at least.

I used to always have a better option, I called those options "moral suicide", some things like "dump everything and go live in a community in the moutain or something", just in case someday I would have those kind of thoughs.

Noweday I'm not sure anymore. But I guess in most case there's always options that does not involve either ending our lives or continuying them as they are. In most case, not everybody have this chance I guess.