@cmdrspacebabe that's why I can't be with someone wo can't understand or feel (and it's not there fault) that we can share so much and also have a very distant/quiet day. I'm not that afraid of people or outside, it's just if you cross the line and ask too much socializing for me, I just become crazy, doing dumb shit and panic. I feel you and hope you will find a path in that shi*** situation. At least, my only tips is "if the problem isn't solved, talk more about it" Stay strong.