Mottie <<Moved>> @Mottie@witches.town

My brother said that sliding the table full of trash he made into his room was a 'good wakeup call'
but it didn't actually do anything about it like-- my pal, saying you're going to do stuff then not doing it is not a good look

especially since they openly and publicly show praise to other people, but not to me, so it feels like I get the stick much more than the carrot

Which is a frustration I've been harboring with both Waka and Meg for a long time, they're good at the negative side of criticism but they fail to be supportive to me about the stuff I've already done a lot of the time and you know what? That kinda hurts, you can't constantly be like "well you need to fix this and that" without going to the other side and saying "but this is good!"

especially since I respect you guys a lot but you're *never happy* with what I do

constructive criticism can be positive, you don't need to treat me like I've fucked up everything

Hey if you're going to drill me about my writing, that's fine but can you at least tell me what I do right on top of what I do wrong because piling on "oh you do this this this and this wrong and you stick to the same things" whilst just straight up talking down at me kinda fuckin sucks

I'm not in the position to make hot takes in this so I'll support the ones who can yanno :V

So instead of yelling about politics tonight I'm putting my money where my mouth is and donating to some peeps since my tax return came in

I love talking about my pokemon stories and draw a lot of pokemon art falls into a hole

Me : I'm trying to avoid going straight to my hyperfocus here
Also me : *A BILLION BEES BURSTING FROM MY FINGERTIPS* poKEMON

@raindare Power Cannot Be Taught Tier

@raindare the thought of Victor chirping gives me life honestly

Discord died on me again B(

@typhlosion Destroy them

I could go on for ten million years about the odd writer-habits I have, really! But I dunno if anyone actually wants to hear about that, pfft.

It's weird writey-stuff but like, I assume that other peeps have characters that they can pick up literally any time and write about and feel good about doing so, yeah?

I have a lotta comfort characters I will admit, Melissa, Vic, n Cass are actually my main comfort characters, as in they make me feel better when I play or write them, a lot of other characters sort of slowly drain me otherwise so it can get exhausting if I go too long without playing my mains

Advice for anyone trying to publicly shame ppl for hyperfocus, don't.
This was kinda just a private nudge about my personal rts and just... still not happy about that it doesn't affect you in any way.

I try not to bring up Melissa and foxfam in Gloaming or even post pictures of foxes because early on I got excited about it and horribly slammed for being excited about it

I feel horrible every time I get dinged for my hyperfocus, casually commenting that I rt too many foxes (which is something I do to try and make myself feel better) just feels bad