Morgane, vache-lapine d'amour @Morgane@witches.town

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Si vous avez des images mignonnes de vaches / lapinous / chatons / etc, je serais heureuse de les boost si vous les envoyez en réponse (non-privée du coup) à ce message. Genre la vache qui fait comme un chien je l'ai pas ce gif mais je l'adore. Et là je viens de voir des lapinous et aawww adorable. Enfin bref.

Also in english, just in case : if you have pictures of cute animals (all accepted) that can be shared through boosts, you can send them in answer to this message and I will boost them. Thanks a lot if you do !

@mancerbot @Luna Merci énormément, en plus avec les cœurs c'est adorable et c'est le drapeau bi' !

Bref je relativise.
Le pire est passé.

Aurore dort paisiblement.
Ou alors lit WT dans le lit.
Mais elle va correctement.
Je vais mieux. Simple mal à la tête.

Je vais me faire deux ou trois boissons chaudes. Je vais prendre mon traitement qui m'aide à aller bien.

La vie est là, il fait froid dehors mais je suis pleine d'amour. Ça allait pas hier soir mais là on est aujourd'hui matin, au présent, et je veux partager cet amour, l'offrir aux gens que j'aime.

J'espère simplement aue je réussirais et apporterais sourires sur les visages à la fois d'une belle dragonne lavande mais aussi de quelques personnes qui lisent ceci, sourires pour les gens que j'aime.

J'utilise pas le mot délire pour rire. Le nouveau neuroleptique qui m'a été prescrit a strictement rien à voir avec l'ancien. Le tercian ça calme, ça "légumise" un peu, ça fait dormir d'un sommeil calme er profond et ça apaise les crises.

Je sais pas quelle connerie de neuroleptique ma psychiatre me fait essayer mais déjà hier j'étais pas en forme, je m'attendais à ce que ça me calme... j'ai cru péter un câble et devenir folle, et là encore je pèse mes mots et je me les ré-approprie.

Déjà ça file une insomnie sévère, j'ai pas pu dormir pendant les quoi, 5h qui ont suivi la prise ? Je sais plus.

Et merde c'est quoi ces effets...

What the fuck is amisulpride meant to do ? It's a neuroleptic that acts as an anxiolytics too but can also cause anxiety at low dosage.

It is meant to prevent severe depressive episode yet it depends on the dosage and with the 100mg I have to take daily, I have no fucking idea what will happen.

So if you have any information on that I'll gladly take it.

Yet I feel like not sleeping more than a few hours this night.

Maybe now is the time for me to go to her side, since she must be asleep and I might bring her some recomfort in her dreams simply by being at her side if a nightmare pops up.

Btw i'm a privileged person on many point and I check my privileges every day. I know that an I stand against oppressions of all kinds.

But I also am an oppressed person, that can't even stand for herself. So yeah, not exactly the most helpful person on earth.

Just so you know that when I complain, I know of how lucky I am on many points.

*tries not to mess up too much with my meds*

It feels like try and try again. I test things until I find something that's working, however the side-effect are so that I need another treatment.

And always things for emergencies, because there always are cases it's useful.

Hopefully I am serious enough not to take meds the wrong way. I hope. Uh.

If by chance I happen not to be there when you need me, it might be because my mind already has wandered too far and that if you want my support, you shall first bring me back to your side, however hard it is.

That's what it is living with me, however since I have to be strong, I'm strong enough to be there, sometimes too late, yet be there, although every part of my mind is crumbling and turning to dust and shadows.

[Lyrics]

I will never be afraid again,
I will keep on fighting till' the end,
I can walk on water, I can fly ~

@Alesha Also, thanks a lot for your wishes, know that I have many more for you in case you doubt of it, and that each of my wishes and hopes for your shine brightly, for you are wonderful.

@Alesha I wish you a peaceful and calm night, may it bring the rest you need for having a good day tomorrow !

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Follow me through the night,
We're sisters of the light,
We are wild, we are free,
Through the darkness follow me ~