@Morgane You didn't hurt me. I'd love to spend more time with both of you. The tears I had were not related to you, they were related to the understanding of some sources of my own pain. And I couldn't find that without you.
@Theno I know, I understand, don't worry. It's the other people that I hurt which makes me concerned. I know I didn't bring you sadness, or at least I hope so. But I am afraid to bring sadness to others and I don't have a good self-esteem right now.