My meds are made to have me calm down, sleep, be quiet and everything.

I took all of them in one morning, yet I am so fucking full of energy and angry right now, and I have almost no way to express it except by drinking tea.

I hope it won't hurt me too much and that I won't hurt anybody I love if it makes me irritable.

Currently I am glad to feel unable to hurt my gf, and happy to feel protective toward her. That way, there is no possibility I hurt her. I will protect and bring her all she needs, I will make her the happiest it's possible to be, I will thrive to.