It's so that I have troubles focusing, as soon as I'm aroused, and I always am aroused. My ability to focus on things has just dropped drastically. And the expression of myself, of what I kept hidden, has incredibly risen.

I feel weird.

Why do I breathe like an animal every time I am aroused ? How can I feel so horny I can barely talk ? Or even think straight, like, at anytime. I crave so much. Why. And I am so shy. Bad combo. I just try to preserve myself so I can please more people then and not suffer too much anymore.