Hey emily I'm a switch-
GOOD FUCKING LUCK! Hope you like topping because that's most of what people will want from you! that said don't feel pressured to fill a role. If you aren't in the mood for the usual then don't do the usual. This isn't an option of everyone but being poly or at least having open relationship status will help because finding another switch is fucking difficult. Lots of people will be confused by your existence because binary systems! Fuck em! You can worship one peep and step on another and it doesn't make you any kind of "fake sub" or "fake dom" also the alpha and beta shit is BS, fuck it