gallowsCalibrator @Mirzaba@witches.town

#introductions now seems like a good time to re-introduce myself

I'm a trans lesbian, anarcho-communist, radfem, goth, and game artist.

I'm super into creative writing, essays, creating multimedia art in general, art/media analysis/appreciation/critique, exploration of aesthetics, deconstructive philosophy, and game design theory.

4 years of schooling, almost graduated. I'd consider myself an indie game artist, and plan to transition into a bigger focus on game design.

As far as gothness goes, I'm more into gothic punk, dark fantasy, vampire fiction, and am still sorta into rivethead culture. Uhhh also I make a lot of srs and a lot of silly posts

#oc that took 100 hours in photoshop

thank you @nicknicknicknick for the template
https://witches.town/media/4KQozr_uN4tP8_c894Y

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𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘 𝗠𝗬 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗗

This meme is secretly an in-joke for hypno fetishists
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𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗚𝗘 𝗠𝗬 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗗

Every time I build a new coil for my vape I feel like I'm getting worse at it, but then I realize ten minutes later that I did it really fast and on my first try.

Me tired

New startup idea: a nutrition tracking website except it judges your choice in alcoholic beverages. Non-craft beer puts you in the shame zone. Every glass of wine cooler wine gives you a mom point

Weight watchers commercial: our newest feature is... just not counting nutrition on some foods. Yep. Nutrition. Oprah. Pay us money to not track your diet.

Wait a minute....

Is weight watchers just myfitnesspal but with a price tag? Lol

protip: if you're a libertarian socialist, don't give your liberal friends ammo by distancing yourself and explaining how bad authoritarian socialism and socialist states are.

That is another conversation for other people at another time. They're just going to discourage and discredit leftist politics as a whole. Liberals cannot fathom the concept that Communism is anything but Stalinism and Anarchism is anything but The Purge. They need an understanding of the problems of Capitalism first. They need to know what the fuck Socialism even is. Then maybe have a candid convo about how the material conditions of Russia led to where it is now.

On the upside, if I ever end up homeless...

I'll just be a full time insurrectionist til i drop. Fucking up liberal protests, vandalizing property, and distributing literature.

Lately I don't even get sad when I think about how horrible things are. I just get this violent urge. Fuck passivity and fuck socdems and demsocs. Your infrastructure deserves a molotov cocktail.

If bourgeois politics wasn't such a Kafkaesque nightmare, I wouldn't be having these fears, and I would've never had radical ideology in the first place.

I'm very good and skilled with 3D art and game engine interfacing, and can/have done it in a professional capacity and quality. But I feel so estranged right now and against the way I was living my life the past 4 years that I rarely have the motivation to work on anything 3D anymore, even though I'm more than capable.

I feel like I may have dug myself into a corner with the project I'm making involving the photography set I made. I'm building it in Twine, and it's a sort of interactive dream diary in which you interact with manifestations of negative feelings. But in order to write it efficiently, I have to be in a super bad mood, I think. So I'm thinking it won't get done for a long while and perhaps something I work on every once in a while.

Maybe I should go forward from this point and just work on another Twine project that won't require me to be in a fixated frame of mind, and only work on the first when I'm compelled to. Or maybe I should make a small 3d project..

Today I learned the normal Greatsword is actually not the most optimized greatsword in Dark Souls 2 and I honestly feel like my world has been shattered

#oc inspired by gangster popeye https://witches.town/media/7Zos7dq-WYKTygJEnBM

me when i see a really cool cloud

https://witches.town/media/f_Y3WrPCj4r1Yzq7LAs