gallowsCalibrator @Mirzaba@witches.town

@Baerd hmm either cleric or berserker

I had a very successful sleep cycle and now I woke up in the a.m., and will fall asleep later in the p.m.

Just needs one or two more days of adjustment and it'll be completely fixed.

eyy im gonna fall asleep at 4:20 goodnight

@SarcasmKid
im chaotic neutral

@vantablack This is true. But Nails is gud

Louie would be a Toreador, Lestat would be a Brujah

I used to consider myself a Malkavian, and then a Gangrel. I don't know what I am right now. I can't decide between Nosferatu, Gangrel, Brujah, or Toreador.

Actually maybe I'm more like Lestat. I'm not a sadgirl, really. I'm cripplingly depressed and shit like Louie, but I'm also a capricious flighty bitch who just does whatever and pursues the pleasure principle. I'm a radical chick who ignores the rules and refuses to speak to her father just like in the book wow its like Anne Rice really gets it

IM LIKE FUCKING LOUIE FROM INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE BUT A GIRL AND I JUST CANT HELP BUT LOSE MYSELF IN ART AND ENTERTAINMENT AND IGNORE EVERYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE, AND LOOK LONGINGLY OUTSIDE OF A WINDOW WISHING THAT LESTAT WOULD JUST GO AWAY. LESTAT IN THIS METAPHOR BEING ALL MY FUCKING PROBLEMS JUST LIKE THE BOOK. BUT ACTUALLY LOUIE IS ARGUABLY JUST AS BAD AS LESTAT IN WAYS. I GUESS WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY IS THAT I THOUGHT TOM CRUISE WAS GOOD LOOKING IN INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE. CAN YOU BELIEVE HE REFUSED TO SLEEP IN THE SAME COFFIN AS BRAD PITT? WHY WOULD HE EVEN AUDITION FOR A FILM ADAPTATION OF A GAY VAMPIRE ROMANCE NOVEL IF HE WAS SQUEAMISH

I SET UP AN APPOINTMENT WITH STUDENT FINANCIAL SERVICES AND READMISSION AND IM GONNA HAVE A PANIC/JOY HEART ATTACK AND I WANT TO CRY AND SCREAM. THIS HAS BEEN THE MOST PRODUCTIVE THING IVE DONE ALL MONTH AND I STILL FEEL LIKE ITS NOT ENOUGH FOR OTHER PEOPLE BUT I TRIED. IM GOING TO SMOKE HELLA DANK RIGHT NOW AND TRY TO MEDITATE ON HOW I IMPLODED AND HOW IM GOING TO GET MY CONFIDENCE BACK. EVERYTHING IN DECEMBER WENT BAD AND PART OF ME DIED AND IM JUST BARELY PICKING UP THE PIECES AND THE ADDED TRAUMA OF EXPLORING MY GENDER AND ATTEMPTING TO TRANSITION HS MADE IT MUCH MORE DIFFICULT. I ABSOLUTELY IMPLODED AND DIED AND FLED INTO A GLASS MENAGERIE

idk i made all the heavy photo edits and i was like "yeah im gonna make a super grim epic poem about neurosis and healing" and now im kind of just so not down for doing that because its not only draining, but i really wanna do something more engaging and not awkward.

I was so hyped about this one project I was working on but because I ended up not wanting to continue it because of me changing my perspective on the project and what I was doing, I've basically been doing nothing art-wise. I've had such a problem with finishing things lately.

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