kind of losing my shit right now. anxiousness about school. anxiousness about my sleep schedule being fucked up. anxiousness about being alive. Awake. That I at some point will HAVE to sleep and then also wake up again. I'm going to at least try to help myself out. Gonna smoke a bowl even though its very very late. gonna take a melatonin right before i go to bed so I can naturally just shift into waking up in the mornings via pushing my sleep further, but also getting a lot of it back from the melatonin.