Im getting more comfortable and confident with my makeup skills and getting worse with dysphoria I feel from being around my mom because im not telling her until I move away, and she's very.. overwhelming to be around.

I really want to tell her but if I learned anything from my brother coming out as trans, she's not going to take it well. And I wouldn't be able to handle the trauma of still living with her with those new conditions.

honestly my mom is dense as hell for not wondering, "hmm do i have another trans child" due to how frequently I steal her primer and concealer. what a idiot.