in a manic fit i spent 2 hours in the shower shaving all of my body hair. i usually dont shave much at all but i've been feeling so dysphoric lately and ive been trying to work on my appearance. But I have sensitive skin and thick hair so its very tiresome. I have to shape eyebrows and learn how to do makeup better cause im used to lazygoth smoky eye or just eyeliner. Whenever i see advice threads on susans place or whatever the fuck, I just feel bad. Does it ever get easier? cause i want to pull all of my hair out. I hate feeling like this. at least im happy now that I did shave.