I've only smoked a couple of times, and every time I've gotten too stressed/inside my own head, but then time passes and I think "maybe this next time will be the one that makes me feel relaxed"
@tylerhendrix I know this feeling very well. Get an Indica-dominant strain if you can. Most strains going around are Sativa-dominant and prone to giving a subset of people the paranoids.
@tylerhendrix Yeah that's the unfortunate part, you'll need either darknet markets or a source from a legal state. Here's hoping you get a chance to give it a shot.