Okay, so I'm really angry, I think I could just punch the first person that annoy me just a little bit.
I can't wait for the elections to be gone, I really can't stand it anymore... And I'm not even sure that would solve anything... I mean, I had an argument with my parents because I'm thinking about changing my studies... It ended on why I was anarchist. They're not even trying to understand what I'm saying, a least for my father... I'm so tired... Every political talking I have I'm spending my whole time saying that we can try something else... And there I just talk about anarchy, I can't imagine if started talking about LGBT fights

I had to listen my father saying that sociology was useless, that I didn't know anything about that...
When there's people telling me that family is always here to support you, I want to yell at them... And my family isn't even the worst... Because of them I'm not vegan, because of them I can't live exactly the way I'd like, I can't exactly be who I am. And you say they're here to support me ? Please...
I don't even know what would happen if I was able to tell them who I am, what I'm feeling. I can't even trust them. For instance, few months after I told them I wanted to be vegetarian, I learned they still cooked with meat,

and that they made me ate that, even if I had told them I didn't want to. How I am supposed to trust them on anything if they're lying to me about food ?
And it's not as if I could live on my own. I've got not one else to live with, I'm not wealthy enough to live by myself. I don't have enough time to work while I'm studying, and my school is almost next to my parent's house. So I'm stuck here for something like 5 years, even if I'm closer to the edge each day, I just can't go anywhere else... I really don't know if I'll be able to stay here. Each day is tougher than the previous one. I can't tell them I'm bi, nor that I'm trans.