I had to listen my father saying that sociology was useless, that I didn't know anything about that...
When there's people telling me that family is always here to support you, I want to yell at them... And my family isn't even the worst... Because of them I'm not vegan, because of them I can't live exactly the way I'd like, I can't exactly be who I am. And you say they're here to support me ? Please...
I don't even know what would happen if I was able to tell them who I am, what I'm feeling. I can't even trust them. For instance, few months after I told them I wanted to be vegetarian, I learned they still cooked with meat,
family, politic, angry, food Afficher plus
their presence... I need to be alone all the time because I can't stand being with them when I eat. My favourite moment is when I eat alone for lunch. And yet, I'll have to live like that for something like 4 or 5 years... I'm not sure I'll be able to survive that long...
My only good moment is when I'm alone at home, my only hope is to have my own home... And it seems so far away, I don't know if can still live that way...