Feeling pretty rough right now because I've been feeling very genderqueer recently instead of binary trans woman and while I'm much more comfortable with my body in the context of a nonbinary identity I feel like I'm validating literally everything TERFs say about trans women by not being a Perfect Trans Woman:tm: who always embodies femininity and passes 24/7 and never, ever questions their gender whatsoever

Me: Maybe I'm uncomfortable with conforming to the gender binary.

The shitty Gender Gremlin that resides in my brain: Actually, that's just because you literally failed to become the gender you were supposed to be. Congratulations dipshit, the TERFs were right about you all along and nothing you ever do will ever be good enough. Oh, and you're ugly and nobody will ever love you. And the people that already love you are just lying to you. Fuck you.

Me: O-oh...